Those Days...

2009-08-19T20:03:00.000-07:00

I've decided to take things slowly. i've decided to just take my time in city college of san francisco. not to rush things. so i wont be transfering next year since my GPA doesnt match UCSD's GPA requirement.

2009-08-05T23:37:00.000-07:00

SPEED IS BACK!!! Childhood's favorite group of all time <3

2009-08-04T00:29:00.000-07:00

SUMMER BREAKS

School's out and i'm back in LA for two weeks here's what happen so far:

-watched ugly truth
-found out that someone from New Town Primary School goes to a school an hour away from where i live
-went shopping at brea mall
-went to Laguna Beach
-cue at life plaza
-hang out at John's place
-visit Katrina at her "nursing" School

looking forward to:

-go beach with the groupies
-get my damn i-pod fix
-getting a ukulele
-more Cue pictures
-SCHOOL!
-My Birthday!!

2009-07-11T00:22:00.001-07:00

I HATE SUMMER SCHOOL!!!

a 2 or 6 months work is shrink down to 4 weeks how crazy is that huh... but she did point out a good thing though We, college students, are procrastinators and like to get things done last minute, so there shouldn't be any excuses of not able to accomplish the tasks. we are expertise on this kind of things I've survived the first week of school and hopefully i can survive 3 more weeks of this hell hole... wish me luck ;)

2009-06-17T23:34:00.000-07:00

NOT FAIR AT ALL... so here are the things that has happen:

Was not able to get in to any English class for the summer
found out that I'll be late transfering out to UC
Job Hunting is a pain in the ass
My hand + brain is dead from filling out applications
I'm so fucking bad in math, I got a C for two fucking semester
GPA was the same for two semester in a row
Disappointed for not being able to get into UCSD because of GPA.
Happy for being able to get into UCLA with my GPA :)
Still hope for to be able to be qualify to get in to UCSD
Life is fill with painful and very emotional experiences.
I can make $680 per month (holy crap)
I have an Interview this Friday to volunteer at Laguna Honda Hospital
still need to get a TB test prior to the interview this Friday :(
Got a new Purse from Aldo :)
my room is fucking messy
I want to work in a Japanese Restaurant!! (Good Tips)
I've been in San Francisco for only 10 months
My birthday is coming again :)

I just want to have a job right this very second instead of staying at home being unproductive with my time :(

2009-03-30T23:41:00.001-07:00

UCI vs. UCSD

So i've FINALLY decide on my major

BIOLOGY :)

it seems only UCSD has Human Biology...

but i really want to go to UCI...

and i don't think my dad would agree with my decision...

i will have to tell him somewhow...

2009-03-10T21:54:00.000-07:00

NO EL POLLO LOCO IN SAN FRANCISCO!!!! >:\ WTH??!!!!

2009-02-12T00:50:00.000-08:00

YAY!!! 4 days weekend i have to use my time wisely i plan to catch up on my reading on Psychology, Biology, and English of course speaking of english... i received good comments about my paper :) i was suprise by his comment he said it was a "SOLID" paper i was so relief... and he even gave me time till tuesday i wasn't expecting him to give me that much time to come up with a new paper... but overall i was very satisfy :)

2009-02-10T01:03:00.000-08:00

its 1:05 in the morning and I should be starting on my homework and head to bed since i have a morning class tomorrow instead of reading people's blog, facebook, youtube and chatting... i've been procrastinating too much and never get my homework done in time... i need to start realizing that i'm in college now.. things will get ten times tougher and no more "awww.. pity you" stuff... this is life.. this will have a big impact on my future.. stop being a fucking kid and grow up.. my parents are not getting any younger.. i need to open my damn eyes and start to realize that the world is a big fucking scary place... and i can't depend on anybody... ARRGGHHH!!! so i just open my e-mail and found out that i have to write my paper again since it was not related to the topic. here's what it said: "

Hi Dery,

I really liked your speech about Obama & the presidency, but the essay
doesn't really fit what I asked you to do.  (I voted for Barack, by the
way.)

Reread this sentence: "For your first essay, I would like you to use
your own experience as the basis for your work."  Your actual essay uses
your thoughts and skill, yes, but not really "your own experience."

I need a new essay from you that fits what I am asking for, or I can
grade you down for being off-topic.  I can return your topic sheet to
you on Tuesday.  I recommend that you drop by or arrange an appointment
and talk with me about the assignment.

If I had asked for a speech, this would be an excellent job, but that's
not what I asked for.

If you have any questions, let's talk.
MD"

isnt that fucking bullshit... after all the effort that i've put on that essay it's just going to be thrown in the trash it is obiviously my fault.. i'm to blame for not following instruction but whatever... I was watching the Grammy red carpet and lets just say i'm very dissapointed with what happen to Chris Brown and Rihanna for those who don't know, Chris Brown is one of my favorite all time R&B singer... not only a talented singer but magnificent dancer so monday morning 12ish...there was a report saying that chris brown assulted Rihanna ... sources said that Rihanna did have a bloody nose, bloody lip, and a bruise forehead that look like a devil horn but all that has a reason... i just found out on daily 10 on E! that chris Brown saw i think his father abuse his mother and he swears that he is goin to kill him one day and phsycologically, that lead to ChRis Brown's behavior towards Rihanna isn't that crazy or what??!! i'm suprised i learned something from my psycology class Another thing is WHAT IN THE WORLD IS M.I.A THINKING?? performing the day she is due for having birth... it's pretty scary seeing her swagging her huge tummy up and down... dude that baby inside is going to have one contusion head and also her outfit is so freaking HIDEOUS if you watched the grammy, you'll know what i'm talking about... i read a few blogs and i realize that i need to catch up on my friends. there are several things i hate about blogs: "limited space to respond about the entry" "Other people can read what you respond" and so forth... i just want to say to someone My whole family do really like you a lot. and we hope you're the one for him no other person... does it ever occur to you that maybe he is just pretending or even hurt, mad, and sad that you dump him... i've heard his side of the story... and if i were you i would do the same thing looking at what he've done to you... i mean i envy you for still staying by his side despite the things he had done.. if you still believe he's the one... then my recommendation is to be patience i know i'm not a relationship expertise...but these are just my thoughts and opinion... selvia and i are here for you if you need a friend to talk to... Starting from Tomorrow, I am going to blog a lot about my opinions or thoughts on things, about things. i realize that when i was assigned the essay or the paper, i dont remember a whole much of what had happen in my life... i mean things just went by go fast and somehow i forgot to store it in my brain... wow...isn't this fun or what??!! i'm so fucking sore from badminton i've never been this sore after playing badminton... its almost two and i'm going to start on my homework :) toodles bitches

2009-01-27T23:17:00.000-08:00

Seriously!!!

why is it that everyone i meet in San Francisco is either hella gay or sounds gay but its koo cuz a gay guy is a girl's best friend :P we got a new memeber to the family Maddux we name it after our street name

2008-12-15T16:27:00.000-08:00

HAIL !!!

i got back from dropping off my portfolio and the next thing i know its raining ice.. the last time i saw ice falling down the sky was last year, during ms. chai's class.. here's what it looks like on my car it looks like snow though well it better not leave any dent or else.... 3 more finals to go Asian American tomorrow sociology and math on Thursday then potluck on Friday and SNOWBOARDING TIME at lake Tahoe and mt. high!!! its time to break some bones wish me luck... damn i still have not unpack my stuff from LA... oh well, i dont think i have to since i'll be driving back there again in a week :) have a good day people

2008-12-05T21:18:00.000-08:00

2 more weeks till semester is over!!!! :)

Argh!!! Finals week is coming up!!!!

This coming weeks will be a hell for me!!

i have to study:

8 chapters of math + review homework quizzes

4 chapters of sociology + review previous study guide

go over asian american study guide (probably have a study group)

Essays + cover letter for the portfolio (hopefully i can skip one level)

basically my whole life ever since school started has been fill with school, school, and school.

i must admit that i've officially become a nerd :)

so i've register my 2009 spring classses:

TR PSYC 12:30pm - 2pm

TR TRI 5:30pm - 7pm

TR BIO 8am- 10am

MWF Eng 12pm - 1pm

I might switch the BIO class just because its in the morning, if you know me, i hate waking up in the morning.

I have come to conclusion that I HATE RESEARCH PAPERS!!!

essays are okay, but research papers are pain in the ass...

So now i'm deciding whether i should major in nursing, nurse anesthesiologist, anesthesiologist or an acountant...

i'm also deciding to volunteer at the children hospital at Oakland, the ghetto area. :(

it's the only way to find out if i really want to be a nurse.

I'm looking for someone who wants to volunteer with me :)

so we can share stories...

i need to talk to Diana about that

hopeful she wants to do it with me

2008-10-24T10:14:00.000-07:00

LIVE YOUR LIFE TO THE FULLEST

you may never know when it will end...

Ambulance, Campus Security, and Cops came rushing in to the scene..

People were gathering and talking to one another about what had happen...

a girl is helplessly laying there on the street as she was hit by an SUV...

"mommy" was what she was yelling...

hopefully she will be okay...

2008-10-05T11:05:00.000-07:00

Am I a Homophobic???

**Before you start reading my blog, I would like to apologise if I've offended anyone.** What makes an individual a Homophobic? If you fear only the lesbians not the gays or the opposite, does this still make you a homophobic? Can a lesbian or a gay person influence an individual to become one?A homophobic is defined as an unreasoning fear of or antipathy toward homosexuals and homosexuality. The reason why I'm writing about this is so i can get this feeling out of my chest and start concentrating on school. Something happen to me recently and i realise that i think i am a homophobic. But i hope that its not true. I do not want to be a homophobic. (for the ladies)What if one day, one of your friends who you've just meet and have been hanging out for month and become close friends recently, came up to you and confess that she is lesbian. (for the guys)What if one day, one of your friends who you've just meet and have been hanging out for month and become close friends recently, came up to you and confess that he is gay. How would you feel? Shocked?? Angry?? Disappointed?? Thinking that you've been hanging out with a straight person. Sometimes, when you see her/him, you will get this feeling like he/she is hitting on you. And with you being a straight person, you'll feel kind of awkward and weird and so you start acting differently toward that person. On Friday,I did tried to act normal and pretend that she didn't tell me that she's a lesbian but i couldn't. i tried to not make any conversation with her, only responded to her questions, and tried to keep distant from her. I even blocked her on AIM. My view of San Francisco has change too. I know what I'm doing is 100% wrong but I'm not doing this on purpose. I guess you can say its an automatic respond. But i hoped i can changed this unspeakable behavior of mine. Back in High school, i know this bisexual guy. At first, i didn't know he's a bi but later on he confessed. By him confessing, that doesn't change the way i looked or act towards him. But its a whole different case when it comes to lesbians. I know I have to face that this is reality and i can't do anything about it but to accept it. I'll try my best to change my thoughts and behavior towards homosexual since they are nonetheless human who have emotions and i hope that i can still have the same old conversation with her. I miss home, my friends, and Socal...

2008-08-18T23:01:00.000-07:00

It feels like High School all over again...

First day of being a freshman in college wasn't that bad.

It was matter of fact, pretty fun...

So far my classes looks interesting and exciting...

I still need to get use to it here...

The route, the neighborhood, the environment and of course the people too...

I love my first class...

there are so many cute asian guys to look at...

a wise choice to pick Asian American Studies...

lol..

well, lets hope that that doesn't affect my studies...

Can't wait for tomorrow's class...

looking forward what's ahead....

2008-08-04T03:17:00.000-07:00

I'm Super Duper exhausted right now...

but it's all worth it though

because I had a blast time in Singapore..

and I hope everyone did too...

My friends never seem to fail to make me laugh...

Thanks to everyone... I'm missing everyone already...

it seems like I only get to see them once a year...

lol...

but its all good...

because of this, i'll never lost contact with anyone..

but i'm still dissapointed though...

I didnt get the chance to meet wth everyone...

but still thats the consequence of a last minute decision...

there's always next year... "Clubbing" for sure next year

since we're all 18...

Party people!!!

I have to agree to Wee Teng's comment...

It feels like everyone who passes by was staring ... it's so weird...

and no WeeTeng, it's not because of my accent... maybe it's because of kamal's hair...lol...

I'll be flying back to California tomorrow..

16-20hrs of sitting in the plane...

plus i won't be sitting in the bussiness class..

As a result i'll be so dead by the time I arrive at home.. I have to pack and get ready to move all my stuff to a new home,

San francisco here I come...

i'll probably have to deal with Jet Luck too....

No pictures right now since I do not have a thing to put in for the SD card... check again next time...

2008-07-19T11:19:00.000-07:00

High School's Over Now it's the real thing...

Even though i'm on my summer break.

The only thing that i've been thinking of is my future.

What do I really want to be.

Do I have the passion and the motivation to achieve my goals.

Am I mentally and physically prepare of what's coming towards me.

What if i Fail...

What will my parents think of me...

A Failure?

2008-05-31T23:04:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, I went to school just to go to 5th period and also to clear out my absenty. Lucky me, that i went to fifth period because we were given pics+ comment...it was pretty cool..i'll try to upload it... I know i missed out on a lot of stuff on Friday, but i had no choice but to go to my ortho to get my braces off. And since it is Feven's Birthday, I decided to take her to Denny's to celebrate it. I had to push back my hair extention appt. since Feven was taking so long to return her books. I went to Cherry Salon at Amar there to get my hair Extention. It cost me $300. It took them an hour to get it done. Overall, I'm pretty satisfied with it. what i hate about having a hair extention is that it's so uncomfortable sleeping in it. Also, drying up my hair...which means it'll take me longer to get ready...but oh well...And i've spend 300 bucks for the hair extention and 400 for my retainer which makes 700 bucks in a day...i know thats a lot and i feel bad about it...i didnt expect to get my braces off that day since they didnt told me anything about it but i knew that i had to spend 300 for the extention...

I have only one picture from today's yearbook signing party in my camera since I left it at my car. I had to ask Vanessa to go get it for me since she's leaving.but however i did took a pic with Jenifer though. i have to go ask her about it. But don't worry, there's still Senior Breakfast, Graduation Rehersal and Graduation are coming up so that means more pictures. When i was writing in the yearbook, i don't know why my brain just suddenly shuts down. I feel so sad and i don't even know what i'm going to wirte...it just hits me today that school is almost done..I love my senior year and i'll miss every single one of you guys..i've realise that i've come to know better to people who i met this year...Overall, it was pretty fun and an unforgetable year...it's true when they said that Senior year is the most fun compare to the other three years...I really hope that i won't lost any contact with anyone...

Things to to look forward to:

Senior Breakfast
Get my retainer - monday
Get Orthodontic Survey (x-ray for my jaw and teeth)-thursday
Graduation
Gradnight
placement test at CCSF
Orientation at CCSF
counseling at CCSF Summer vacation to Indonesia and possibly to Singapore too..

Among those days I need to squeeze in time to hang out with: Vanessa

Sara the group (to the beach)

zerah ( surprising her by visiting her to her work place)

i think that's it...

And all of these events has to be done before my summer vacation, since i'll be busy with moving my stuff up to San Fransico after i get back....

PS: I just created (or maybe you can say reactive) a facebook since SOMEONE has been bragging about it.so add me yo!!

2008-05-27T22:52:00.001-07:00

PEOPLE WHO LIVE NEAR ORCHARD ROAD PLEASE LET ME KNOW... I NEED A PLACE TO STAY ... (that is if i'm going to be staying in singapore)

so 7 days till gradaution day. pretty excited about it. Now is 10:55pm, I have anatomy test tomorrow and I didnt even touch the textbook nor the workbook.. my every last test and a presentation which i've decided to make a video out of it in high school... I hate this week... after this week is over,we, seniors are free from school!!.. i'm planning not to go to school on Friday because first off, i have Ortho appt. which i hope to get my freaking braces off and also an appt. for my hair extention... Yes Wee Teng, i'm finally getting the hair extention... it'll cost me $300... hopefully it's worth it getting it.. This coming monday will be my last class at Mt. Sac College, since i won't be in LA after graduation. I'm off to San Francisco for a week to take care of the placement test, orientation and the counseling. I have to do this because i'll be flying back to Indonesia for vacation again. But this time it won't be long, i'll leaving for a month.Beside i need to look for the other clothes that my sisters and i are going to wear for my sister's wedding. It's a traditional indonesian clothes. My mom bought it here to show it to us and we love it. so yea..i'm off to study now..

2008-05-11T22:17:00.000-07:00

Mother's Day was today. All we did today was look at houses and have dinner. It was the first time we celebrated Mother's day because usually at this time around, she always at Indonesia. So in the morning, my brother, Febri went somewhere to get a balloon that says "Love You Mom" and beautiful roses. He had to called me at 7 or 8ish in the morning to open up the door. I was cranky that time since I had a toothache that midnight and a sound that waked us up. It was so irritating. I feel like I was going deaf. It lasted probably for 30 min. When I got up at 10am, I went straight to my parents' room and found my mom folding clothes whil my sister beside her playing her Nitendo DS. The she told me to cook. Today, I cooked Rice, Ong Choi, and peanut chilli sauce which everyone loves it. After we ate, we just chilled at home till at 4pm,we decided to look at the Houses behide our house which is selling at the price of 1.5 million dollars. The houses are Amazing. After that was done, we decided to eat at Ding Tai Fung in San Gabriel. So overall it was a pretty nice mother's day. Oh I forgot to mention that I cheap in with my sister to get her the kodak picture frame with a memory card. It's pretty cool. so yea..3 weeks left of school..woohoo!!!

2008-03-20T10:08:00.000-07:00

I know I have not updated for like forever. I've been really busy with school lately. Right now, I'm in school, there's a sub, and i'm bored. i got another detention again for trady. I guess I can't help being late to my second period class. I know i'm not the type of being on time but i need to somehow change that. It's so ridiculous..i've made a promise to myself that I would never be late again anymore..i hate having to stay for 6th period..i don't know why, but i started to get pissed off whenever i hear people getting accepted to UCLA, UCSD, USC...etc..it's like rubbing in to my face..i've already regretted for not actually trying to apply for UC what more do i need is to hear other people got accepted..ARGH!!!..i hate colleges!!...i should've at least apply to UCR, it seems like everyone is accepted there..i just can't wait till high school is over, 10 more weeks of high school..yay!!..i talked to my friends about Prom yesterday. we decided that we are not going instead we are 100% going to senior breakfast and grandnight... i know even if it's the last prom, i want to save my money to fix up my car.. the prices of the ticket is $177 per couple and $87 for single. that's not including food or beverage.. we have to come up also for the Pictures, Limo ride, foods, dresses...that can end up like probably $400-$500...i'm still thinking of it though...still have like 20 mins left of class..btw I NEED to borrow $150. I'm buying an exhaust next week. and i only have $100 from the air freshener and $100 from my parents...ARGGHH!!!..i need a job damn it...

2008-03-01T11:02:00.000-08:00

I've decided to abandon my old xanga account and create a new one.

which means more stories to read guys..

here's the link:

http://www.xanga.com/XxnewbiexX

In my opinion, i don't know why xanga seems to be more creative, fun, and easy to upgrade the looks. i think i'll be writting more in there than here. I strongly suggest that if you like writting about your life, like me, create a xanga acount.

Don't forget when you do create, add me as one of your friends. :)

2008-02-16T22:49:00.000-08:00

Gosh, today was so tiring...

i had to wake up early

since we were looking for the dresses for the bride's and the bride's maid's

oh, i forgot to tell you guys that i'm one of my sister's bride maid.

at first i was like why??!!why me??!!

i thought that i had to write a speech,

but actually that's the maid of honor's job.

i feel so relive when i heard that.

and i'm like okay, i'm down...

so the theme color was apple green and champen color...

and again, i was like eww....why green??!!

after that, i say to myself that,okay, this is not my wedding,

so i guess it's up to her since its hers.

so i'm like okay watever.

first store we went to was called Bridal something,

i forgot the name...

we stayed there for 3 hours

and we did somehow picked out the dresses.

when everything was set..

next thing we knew that,

the dresses that we chose had discontinue,

meaning that they don't make it anymore...

cuz the dresses that we tried on weren't the exact dresses..

i mean of course we do not want to buy dresses that people had tried on,

we want a new ones...

in the end,

we just like forget it, we're going to look at other stores.

and i heard thatthe lady to help us out was pissed off.

because she offered my sister to tried on other dresses...

since she wanted a commission..

but somehow, my sister just said "oh no, it's fine..."

so we ended up wasting our three hours...

it's just stupid,

why would you want to give us the stuff that just discontiune...

i also heard that they just discontinue it yesterday..

so yea...

after that, we, well actually it was me only, were starving...

like seriously, i wanted to faint...

i was so fatigue...

we went to eat Din Tai Fung...

we ordered too much

we didn't finish the fried rice and the rice cake...

the fried rice tasted different,

it has no taste at all...

we were bloated after that,

we joke how we are going to be 1 size bigger....

so we went to the second store,

where we had an appointment at three...

we were late...

and overall, we ended up buying the dresses for both the bride's and the bride maid's

it cost over one thousand dollars..

without alternation, shoes, and other stuff...

and my sister said it was a pretty good deal,

since she got discount on every of her stuff

like 25% and 15 % off

it was so emotional when my sister puts on the wedding gown

it's so pretty...

dude i never thought that life has gone by this fast...

the next thing you know i'll be marrying someone...

gosh...i hope it doesn't go that fast....

after that was all done,

i was in hurry to go home,

since i had to go watch the CIF game for the girls basketball game at 7:30pm.

gosh, can't believe this will be the senior's last game...

it's so sad...

but suprisely, they won...

it was such a close game...

like i was so worried that they're going to lose..

if they did lose,

all the seniors are going to cry...

omgosh...i got to stop talking about

cuz i'm going to cry too...

after the game, 2 of my friends and i went to pinkberry to get some yogurt...

anyways.. yea..

pretty tired right now,

that's it guys...

thanks for reading...

2008-02-15T15:08:00.000-08:00

More news about the campus shooting. the shooter's name was Stephen Kazmierczak, a former graduated of NIU. "The 27-year-old Kazmierczak, armed with three handguns and a brand-new pump-action shotgun he had carried onto campus in a guitar case, stepped from behind a screen on the stage of a lecture hall at Northern Illinois University and opened fire on a geology class. He killed five students before committing suicide." - DEANNA BELLANDI, Associated Press Writer They said that he had become erratic in the past two weeks after he had stopped taking his medication. I just hoped that this will be the last incident. okay, right now i'm suppose to clean my room, since my sister's friend and her are coming down from San Fransisco. But instead i writting an entry. I always tried to avoid things that i'm suppose to do. I took a break just now, and guess what, i just done cleaning my room. It's not super clean, it's just clean. Why do i have to make it spotless, it's not like the guest is the king or queen of the world. Anyways, today after school, i planned to go to Mt. Sac college to register classes since I'm having a hard time registering online. So i did went there after school, but then i had to stop by my house to get the paper work and stuff. After i arrive, i parked my car, went out of the car and start walking. I was suprise that there was not that much of a car in the parking lot. As i was walking, not long, i realise that the campus was closed due to President's day. I knew that it was closed but i just dont remember it. Argg!!!...wasted my gas just for nothing. after that I had to go get my brother's "to go" food since it's on the way. i seriously can't take it anymore. I keep scrapping/ rubbing my front bumper and my exhuast. It's starting to get fustrated. I wanted to go with my brother to go pick up my sister but then found out that i have to clean my room since they are sleeping there. I seriously do not want to clean my room, it's just too many stuff to clean. it's like a pigstyle, Seriously!!! so now i have to go eat with them. so yea...that's it for now..

2008-02-14T21:03:00.000-08:00

What is up with students shooting on campus??!!

It's just plain old dumb.

if they want to die, why don't they just commit sucide on their own.

why do they have to take other people's life.

Today, there's a campus shoutout in NIU at Illinois.

Killing 6 people including himself.

Why would he do this on valentine's Day??

Maybe because he has no one to love or being love by.

Just a loner.

He was describe as an white male.

Couple of years back at Virginia Tech, it was a Korean guy.

can't we just learn from one incident.

Why do history keep repeating itself??

it's just getting old.

R.I.P to those 5 people who have lost their lifes.

This is the reason why we all should live our life to the fullest.

anything can happen anyday at any time.

2008-02-13T22:29:00.000-08:00

Exactly 2hr and 30 min till Valentine's Day

i'm just going to wish you guys a happy valentine's day.

Hope you guys are spending times with that one special person and also those you loved.

My Valentine's Day Special Entry

Another year of being single on V. Day. :(

It's so hard to find that one person whom you can trust and loved to.

Finding a guy is where i'm picky at.

First off, please don't take this personally.

sorry if i did offended you in some way.

Things i look in a guy is:

Appearance (top piority)
Sense of fashion
Personality
Good in communicating ( someone who is not boring)
sense of humor
doesn't have long hair (please don't)
nice ass and body
atlehtic
play and instrument
composed songs
sing
nice dance moves
not an underclassman
not a faker
nice ride

Some people think that reading/writting poems to one on V. day may seem sweet.

To me, dude i won't even know what are you trying to say.

What each sentences suppose to mean.

i just hate poems.

oh gosh, i think i'm going to be sick on V. day.

i'm already snezzing non stop.

i'll stop here for now.

see ya.

2008-01-31T23:07:00.000-08:00

Trying to avoid Anatomy's Homework....

Survey again!!!

1. Smiling right now?

-No...it's 11:10pm and i still have not started on my homework

2. Whats irritating you right now?

-knowing that i have an F on Econnomics and also i'm broke.

3. When did you last eat pizza?

-2 hour ago

5. Do you drink?

-not anymore.

6. What do you want?

- To graduate with a decent grades...

7. Do you have any television obsessions?

-barely watch tv for the past 3 weeks...

8. Last spoken words you heard?

- "nobody wants to buy it"

9. When was the last time you cried?

- A few days ago.

10. Is your sister a slut?

- better not...

13. What is your favorite sport?

- Basketball...

15. Do you enjoy Taco Bell or McDonalds?

- McDonalds

16. Are you restless?

- yea

17. Is your computer a laptop?

- yea.

18. What is your favorite color?

- white/black

19. What color is your hair?

-i dye it black during summer but now it turn kinda Brown.

20. Last text message?

- "nothing to display"

21. Your response?

- didn't reply back.

23. Do you like anyone right now?

-no..

24. Who is in the room with you?

- no one...

26. What are your favorite pairs of shoes?

- chucks / vans

27.Who was the last person to say i love you?

- never said it to anyone...even my parents...i know it's sad...

28. What was the last thing you ate?

- Super Supreme Pizza Hut

.30. What is the closest item near you that is blue?

- celly phone and my precious car key

31. What instant messaging service do you use?

- MSN.

32. Who's house were you at last night?

- My house.

33. Which do you wear more, jeans or sweatpants?

- Jeans.

34. What is the last movie you watched?

- Meet the spartans

35. What do you currently hear right now?

-Church - T-pain

38. Where is your mom?

- In Indonesia :(

39. Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?.

- Mom bought it from LA downtown, $20 for 5.

40. Where was your default picture taken?

-Mom's room..getting ready for senior picture day

46. Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?

- Never.

47. Do you own something tie dyed?

- Yeah, a t-shirt my friends and i made during chemistry class last year.

48. Did you hurt yourself today?

- no

49. Do you want someone you can't have?

- No.

50. Who makes you smile the most?

-My Family and friends <3

2008-01-31T00:17:00.000-08:00

1. Are you in a relationship with anyone?

Nope...hopefully soon

3. Who was the last friend you were chillin with?

Feven and Debbie

4. Miss someone?

Yea..

5. How's your ex doing?

no comment...

6. Is there someone you want to fight?

nope..

7. Are you loyal?

definately...

8. Song playing?

Soundtrack To Your Life - Ashley Parker Angel

9. What are you doing today?

it's 12:24am...i should be sleeping

10. What are you excited for?

Fixing my car and Basketball games

11. What's annoying you right now?

NO MONEY...I'M SO BROKE!!!...

12. What does the 12th message in your inbox say?

don't usually keep msgs...immdiately delete them all

13. What does the 12th message in your outbox say?

Don't usually check them.

15. Would you prefer someone who is romantic or spontaneous?

Both...more on the romantic sides...

16. Are you tired?

hell yea...too much on the computer...

17. If somebody liked you right now, what would be a cool way for them to tell you?

Just express yourself...

18. What kind of socks do you have on?

none...but i should be wearing them since it's freaking cold...

20. What will you do Saturday?

maybe to the accord meet..hopefully if i find someone to come along...

23. does your family own any mansions?

no...

24. Do you have any interesting bruises or scars?

haven't been active for the last 3 years.

25. Where were you at noon today?

Econ class watching the Simpsons movie...

26. How long does it take you to get ready to go out?

depends on my mood and the events

30 mins - 2 hours

30. Do you like books?

Never am I going to like books..

31. Do you wish at 11:11?

meaning???

32. Do you wear any jewelry?

never...scare might lose them...

33. Do you clean up nice?

yea, eventhough my room is like a pigstyle now

34. Do you have any piercings? How many?

3 ear piercings

35. What were you doing at midnight last night?

on the computer...staying active on the forum...

36. What was the last thing that made you laugh?

stupid comments from Feven

37. What is your favorite kind of gum?

38. When did you last eat pizza?

too long...maybe 3-4 weeks ago...

39. Do you sing in the shower?

if the radio is on...

40. Has anyone ever sang or played music for you personally?

no :(....hopefully one day...

41. What's your favorite season?

WINTER!!!

42. Honestly, do you have a friend that you don't like?

no...

43. What's your favorite breed of dogs?

BULLDOGS and the dog that doesn't grow big...

44. Are you multi-tasking?

no..

46. Called anyone a bitch today?

no..

47. Are you someone's best friend?

i hope so...

49. What is your natural hair color?

black

50. Do you know a person named jeff?

short name for Jeffery?? then yes...

2008-01-27T23:44:00.000-08:00

R.I.P Haji Muhammad Suharto

Former President of Indonesia

Took office : March 12, 1967 – May 21, 1998

Born: June 8, 1921 in Kemusuk, Yogyakarta, Java

Died: January 27, 2008 (aged 86) in Jakarta, Indonesia

2008-01-26T14:52:00.000-08:00

PICTURES!!!

Feedbacks would be nice...

2008-01-24T15:40:00.000-08:00

I GOT MY CAR TODAY!!!

pictures are to be upload...

2008-01-24T01:03:00.000-08:00

...GOT TO THINK POSITIVE THOUGHTS!!!...

...for wee teng's sake...

2008-01-20T00:47:00.000-08:00

Life are full of regrets.

nothing in life goes the way you wanted it to be

you always wanted to turn back time and relive the moment

but you realize that you can't

it's impossible.

but we've got to move on.

Forget the past and live to the present.

up to now, i'm still unable to do that

Friday, i went to the basketball game.

As a tradition of mine,

i always go whenever they are playing against Rowland.

I've miss the times on how we used to be on the same team.

Sophomore year was the weirdest.

Being on a new team, a new family.

Ever since i've moved to walnut high,

i've regret everything in my life

just because i couldn't play for the Rowland Raiders.

I wonder what happen if i didn't moved.

would i be the same person as i am today?

i was so thrilled and happy to see some of my ex-teammate

and some of my friends that came from Rowland.

but when they start asking me,

"why aren't you playing?"

I just wish that i was in some other world,

not in the real world.

I Hate my family for making that stupid decision.

Why the fuck do i have to move?

Why can't it just be him?

just when i was starting to love basketball, school, and life

and my dreams and plans of playing in the varsity team.

Everything was shattered just because of my brother's stupid actions.

up until now, he still hasn't done anything right.

i still have a lot of hatred for him.

but i can't do anything about it.

just because i'm the youngest.

i hate being the youngest.

i still don't understand why is he still here in the US.

why can't he just moved back to indo.

and helped out there.

he's not even doing what he's suppose to do here,

which is focusing on his studies.

what kind of a role model is he setting up for me.

he's not the only one who has the attitude of that.

two of my brother are so freaking stupid that all they wanted to do is just to work.

why can't he see that after how so many dollars mom and dad spent for his education and now he wants to quit.

Just because he has no motivation in school.

that's fucking bullshit.

he just need 10 more units.

he's not the only one who's wanting to quit school.

i've been suffering for 3 years.

i can't do things i wanted to do.

i always have to do what my parents/sibilings have to say.

and also, he said that he need to live far away from home and alone,

like living in a dorm or apartment in order to get good grades.

that's even worst.

he can just go to the library and stay there, like ciwiwi did.

why would he say something like that.

mom and dad still need to pay cisanthi ,koabi, and soon, mine college tuition.

in the beginning, why would he even come here for.

from singapore, he's not even that interested in school.

and i say again, i hate my parents stupid decision.

they've been making so many stupid decision.

i promised myself that i will show them how much i've suffered

but then somehow i've make it to a good life.

2008-01-15T18:11:00.000-08:00

ECONOMICS AND ENGLISH FINALS ARE TOMORROW!!!

i'm so DOOM for economics, since i've not been in class for most of the time...

but i hope to get a D for that class...

after tomorrow, i DON'T have to deal with economics anymore!!!

YAY!!!!

For today, i don't even know what to study, since english is based on the stories that we've read.

and she did review it with us today. My concern with the finals for English is grammar, punctuations, and vocabulary. For some of you may think those are easy, but to me they aren't.

so... wish me good luck guys for tomorrow's finals...

....chao....

2008-01-11T15:23:00.000-08:00

1st Semester ends Next Week!!

FINALS ARE NEXT WEEK!!

NO!!!!.....

2008-01-08T22:35:00.000-08:00

FINALLY!!!... MY CAR IS IN THE SHOP... YAY!!! BUT I STILL NEED MORE MONEY TO PIMP MY RIDE!!! LOOK OUT FOR MY CAR IN THE STREET!!!

2008-01-06T23:42:00.000-08:00

SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW!!!

NO!!!...

okay...i lie again, i'll update the trip from SF when i get the chance.

will be busy, busy, busy with school work...

1 week from monday till 1st semester ends

need to study, study, study for finals...

yuck....i'm so sick right now,

i got a cold,

my nose is super duper red,

like a rudolph the red nose Reindeer.

maybe i'll get the chance to not go to school tmr....

*crossfinger*

2008-01-05T01:04:00.000-08:00

I just came home from the 8 long drive hours from San Francisco.

too tired maybe tomorrow i'll update...

2008-01-01T00:00:00.000-08:00

Here i am in San Francisco,

wishing all of you guys a

Happy New Year!!!

...update more later when i'm back in LA....

2007-12-25T19:27:00.001-08:00

Merry Christmas you guys!!!

*Starting from now, my blog will be shorten.

My entry won't be in much detail as it used to be.

Just for one reason, the SUSPEND.*

It's that time of the season again, It's Christmas day. For the past seasons, christmas has been the happiest day of my life. Up until now. Things changes as time goes by and as you grow older. Nothing in this world would stay the same. Everyone and everything are going apart. Christmas is the day to be giving. Some find today as an exciting day while others finds it miserable. Yesterday was so chaotic. I went to the mall 30 minute before all the stores closes for a last minute shopping. I spent almost $400 of my parent's money on presents. It's RIDICULOUS!!! The only person I REGRET giving the present to is to one of my brother, Febri. i knew it from the start that he wouldn't like my gift. I just wanted him to change his sense of style. but i guess i can't do that. i wanted to buy him a pair of Jordan shoes, but then again it's 30 minute before closing time. Plus, those shoes are just so damn EXPENSIVE! For other's present, i'm pretty Satisfied. Nevertheless, i still need to go shopping for my sister and her fiancee's present. The perfect place to get my sister's present would be H&M, in Hollywood. As for Tai's, no clue at all. I hope for a better Christmas next season. no, no,no, a SUPERB Christmas with the whole family. New Year's coming up. i'm pretty excited for that. I need to think of my 2008 RESOLUTION. Plus i'm going up to San Fransisco and SnowBoarding at Lake Tahoe. YAY!!! Well... that's it for today, hope you guys had a BLAST Christmas Day. One statement I would like to state is that, Cherish all Memories and Moment with your friends and family. Nothing beats better than that if you are surrounded by your love ones.

2007-12-08T23:30:00.000-08:00

UNEXPECTED EVENT!!! well...Friday, Tai and my sister came down to LA from San Fransisco not to chill with us, but to go to a wedding In San Diego. So yesterday morning, surprisingly i woke up at 8 in the morning. Got up, went down, play NEED FOR SPEED UNDERGROUND on my PS3. actually, i'm done with that game a long time ago. but i just didnt want to start my homework. so, i played till 9:30am. i had to get ready to go to little tokyo to eat SHABU SHABU. when we arrive there, the smell of burning oil was still there, ever since i got my car back from Mandalay Auto. after Tai checked it, he said that we were running low on oil. there was no car shop around us. he rechecked it, but this time he's response was different. he thinks that it fine. at least there's some oil in it. in the same time, my sister came from signing in, and told us that we were on the second page. there were like 46 names. and the restaurant hasn't even open yet. Seriously, i think it's not worth it at all. you have to wait 1-5hr, depening how those people eat. but you only get to eat, max 1hr. because there's no other dish beside, slices of beef, and veggies. ITS SERIOUSLY NOT WORTH IT! after we're done eating, we had to go to other restaurant to buy my brother's food.

after we order, we decided to go to PINKBERRY!!!

since we do not want to wait there.

we order Green tea Yorgurt with 3 toppings: Plumberry, strawberry and cranberry.

in my opinion, it was alright, it wasn't too GREAT neither was it too UNTASTY.

after eating the yorgurt for about 10-15 mins,

my sister went to get the food while tai and me stayed at Pinkberry.

after all of that was done, we went back to the car.

we decided to go Mandalay Auto, to let them check what was wrong. on the way there, my sister was persuaing that i tag along. at first i didnt reall want to since i have Econ and Civic homework in adddition to that, i have to study for Civic test on Monday. i was thinking that i know i won't be able to do all of that if i'm going to SAn Diego. but maybe i'll try new environment to do my homework. so i decided to tag along. after checking my car at the shop, there was nothing wrong. he said that the smell was from the muffler. last time on thursday, he open the filter, and it goes to the muffler. and now there's some oil in the muffler. so that was the smell we were smelling. heading home, we got a call from my other sister. asking where we at, and if we could get her food too. so we say sure. we had to go to Taco Factory. in addition to that i had to go to Vons to get my brother 's snack. seriously, we already bought him food, and now SNACK?! it seems like we'll never be able to go home. we were in hurry since Tai and my sister were going to San Diego. after we arrived home, i had to pack my bag immdiately since i didnt know that i was going. i had to bring My books, english novel, and my laptop. after done packing, we were ready to go, but before heading to San Diego, we wanted to go to the mall, I wanted to get Skinny jeans. so we did. heading there, we planned only one shop to go to. Last Christmas, i bought one of my friend a Skinny Jeans from Old Navy. so i suggested Old Navy. when we reached at old navy, i know exactly where the jeans were. so i went there, and there were so many types of jeans. luckily there was a Bold guy working at that section. he was just about to tidy up the Skinny jeans section. so he asked me what size do i wear, i told him 5. but then their measurement is all odd number. i asked him to let me try 4 and 6 Regular and short jeans. so i had 4 different types of jeans to try on. first i tried the 6's, it feel nice, but when i turn around to look at my ass. my expression was like WAHHH!!! it seems like i have no ass at all. so definately i'm not getting that size. i was hoping that size's 4 jeans was not too small for me. and just what i hope for, IT FIT ME EXACTLY. i can see my ass this time. i wanted to buy the three different type of skinny jeans. but the black color in size 4 was out of stock. i was so mad. i really wanted black. so i ended up getting the light and the dark blue color. when i was in the cashier, i saw HEATHER!!! i was surprise. she goes to my ex school, Rowland High school and she plays baskteball really good. but i didnt want to say hi. i'm not really close with her. i barely talk to her. i dont know if she remembers me. but oh well... next... we headed back to the car and it 's 5 inthe afternoon. we have to drive 2 hr to reach to our destionation. when we arrive at the parking lot, we had to park in a little space. it look so impossible to park the car there. but Tai had the confidence to do it . and he did. so we brought some of our stuff down. we had to go to Tai's friend room. originally we had to share rooms. It was ridiculous when i came in to the room. and i can't imgaine how the hell are we going to share rooms together. there's a bunch of people including 4 kids in the room. and the room smell like hell too. the kids went swimming earlier on. and now the room and the people smell like chlorine. which i hate the most. that's why i never use chlorine to watch my clothes. after putting down the stuff, we went out to eat. but the three of us were still full from shabu shabu. so we played along. as we were going our of the parking lot. Tai was driving, and he didnt know where was the button to activate the side mirror. and there this Old white guy out of nowhere was saying " Are you guys coming out?" "We are late for the theater, could you guys hurry up." don't you think that's rude? seriously i was about to go down and slap that old rich ass bastard's face. it's not our fault that they'll be late for the stupid theater. they should've come earlier. Wee Teng, if you are reading this, that's the reason why i hate most white people here, especially those rich ass bitches. sorry for the langauges. but i had to express my emotion. after we got out of that space, i shouted "ASSHOLE" and my sister was like, "Dery, Stopped it." and tai was suggesting that we should've say that " no, we are not going out" anyways, we ate at Korean BBQ. towards the end, i was bet to eat raw octupus and three brocoli for 5 bucks but i ended up getting 10 bucks. i had tummy ache after eating that. *to be continue

2007-11-25T15:35:00.000-08:00

So I had a four day weekend starting from Thursday since it was Thanksgiving Day which is a holiday. And on Thursday was a minimum day, i got out at 11:10am. I was so Excited for the holiday because i got the chance to spend more time with my parents and also we were going to San Fransisco to visit my sister there.

Wednesday,

after school, i went straight home after school. hoping to do something interesting. but nope, not today. We went to Tofu House at Amar since my mom and my sister went to the salon there. Every time, when my mom comes to the States, she always had her hair dye black and straighten it. At first, i don't think my mom looks good with her hair straighten. But as i get used to it, i thought it was alright. we went straight home after we ate dinner.

Thursday

was Thanksgiving day, and everyone, excluding for my family, is at home preparing to have a wonderful turkey dinner with their friends and family. i don't quite remember what we did that day. but we went out to eat at a Chinese area since that's the only place it's open. No matter what holiday it is, Chinese business will always open. That night, we had to pack up since we are leaving for San Fransisco the next day.

Friday morning,

we got up and get ready. Our plane was at 12:45pm and we left the house at 9ish since our shuttle arrived at nine in the morning. we called my sister to get more information about the airport policy such as do not bring liquid stuff. it was the first time flying, since usually, we drove there but that will take a lot of our precious time away. We arrived at the airport at 9:30ish, because there was no traffic at all, it took us only 20 -30 mins to the airport, since that day was a Black Friday, where everything such as clothes and electronic stuff were on CRAZY SALE. Everything was 50 % -70% discount. We had to wait for 2 - 2 1/2 hours to board the plane. it took 1 hr and 15 mins from ontario airport to Oakland airport. Once we arrived at the airport, we saw my sister, Selvia, waiting for us. afterward, we headed outside, and saw her fiancee, Tai.

My mom,my oldest brother, Alex, my Oldest sister, Santhi, my Brother, Febri, rode with Tai,while my dad, Selvia, my brother, Andi, and I took the shuttle to the rental car station since there weren't enough room for all of us, with that we wanted to rent a SUV. we rented a Dodge Durango which fitted eight of us. Later on, we went to to eat first since we didn't eat from morning and they did not gave us food in the plane. they just gave us a drink and a peanut. we ate at a Chinese restaurant. It was delicious since we were extremely hungry. Before we headed to the hotel, we went to check out the building that my mom had invested on. It was like a warehouse. It was pretty big but ugly as hell. After waiting for probably 30 min - 1hr, we headed for the hotel. when we arrive there, we saw an orchestra playing near the entrance. It was Beautiful the way they played it. I never knew it that good. if i have the chance to go to an Orchestra show, i would definately go. We've booked two rooms,after we've checked in, we found out that only one room was ready and we had to wait 2 hour for the other room since it had to be clean. so we, except for Febri, decided to go shopping and eat again after that. The street was so beautiful at night. i didnt go shopping in the end, since it was packed that day. So we went window shopping for 1 - 2 hrs then we walked 10 block to the Indonesian restaurant. Every time we visit San Fransisco, we always go to that restaurant. i love that place, it has ROTI PRATA, ES CAMPUR, and MARTABAK. after that was done, we headed back to the hotel and slept.

Saturday,

we had to get ready by 11 in the morning since we are meeting Tai's friends to see some houses. we saw probably 5-7 houses. The one that i like was near San Fransisco State and City College. After house seeing, we went to the place where my sister's wedding ceremony. It was so pretty. after that, we went to eat at Porriage king. So basically, we saw Houses that day and again went shopping, but this time i shopped. i went to H&M once more. My two sisters and i shopped over $200 total. That night we were meeting, Tai's family. Its the second time. but this time i feel so weird and a little bit emotional. I'll explain why in another entry. So we had disscused about the wedding plans. My brothers decided to order Beers. they were freaking crazy especially Andi. he ordered three bottles. And every person, my dad, Alex, and febri's face except Andi and Tai's face turn red. To me i think it's stupid to drink that much. I understand if it's only one bottle, but THREE, That is just plain old stupid. It's damaging his liver. After we ate, we took a SOON TO BE FAMILY pictures. while my parents, Selvia, Tai, and his parents were taking picture, his sister, Lin, i think that's her name, came up from nowhere and put her arm around me. I was like what the hell. I feel so weird that time. then she said i was adorable. dude, do i really look like a kid? then she asked, am i making you blushed? then out of nowhere Tai said i always Blush. tha's one of my habit that i have not changed. Sometimes, i'm always excited and talkative when it comes to meeting new people but then again i also can be shy. After that was done, we headed back to the hotel and had to sleep early since we have to wake up 5 in the morning.

Sunday,

we had to wake up 5 in the morning since my sister had to work that morning. she flew 1 hour earlier than us. we arrived at ontario airport at 11ish. then we took the same shuttle on friday since he was my brother's friend. we arrived home in one piece at 12ish. And now i'm done for today's entry.

Will edit with pictures later.

be sure to check again...

2007-11-19T23:49:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, we went shopping at Brea Mall and Ikea after that to buy me a closet.

At Brea Mall, i spent $249.95 just in one store.

$28

$22

$24

$34

$60

$60 (Reversible )

My dad just took them all since it's free

And in Ikea, i bought a closet which cost $80.

i started to build the closet myself at 8pm.

i didnt get the chance to finish it,

so i had to get it done today after school.

I had my brother to help me on the last few steps.

i thought at first, it was so frustrating,

but then as i saw my brother putting it together.

i was like " NO WAY!! that was easy."

so that's that for today.

2007-11-15T17:37:00.001-08:00

*more to update on the weekend

2007-11-11T15:22:00.000-08:00

Sister Bonding!!!

Today was such a fun - boring day.

I woke up around 10ish,

and i was told to get ready to eat.

so i did.

when they told me that we were going to Din Tai Fong,

i thought it was Dim Sum.

when i arrive there,

i soon realise that it's not.

it's a dumpling place.

I'm not a fan of the foods they have in there.

the place is famous for the dumpling itself,

it has water inside it.

Last time when i first went there,

i seriously hated that place.

but after eating there again,

it wasn't that bad,

it was alright.

but i couldn't see what's so great about the food.

what i hate the most is that

you have to wait hella long time.

we waited for about 1 1/2 - 2 hrs.

ITS RIDICULOUS!!!

At first, there were 7 people

by the time they called our number,

it narrows down to just the 4 of us;

my sister, her fiance, his sister and me.

since my older sister has a group meeting.

the fried rice was Delicious!!

i think i'm starting to like that place everytime i go there.

after that was done,

we headed to Beverly Hills Mall.

SHOPPING TIME BABY!!!

we went round and round the mall,

and ended up buying just a few of them.

i bought couple of sweaters from H&M

and a mascara from Sephora.

$14.90$14.90 $14.90 $24.90 Those sweaters cost me like hundred something with my sister's and her fiance's stuff. We were done around 8ish.

we were so hungry, we decided to eat around there since my sister's finace's sister is meeting someone there too

we all came down to eating at Korean town, BCD Tofu House.

compare to Diamond Bar's Tofu and BCD's,

i still prefer the one at D-Bar.

you can really taste the spicyness.

plus there's a free ice cream too.

when we arrive at BCD,

we had to wait several minutes,

maybe around 30 min.

its better compare to earlier on.

we thought that Tai's sister's friend would be joining us for dinner.

but then he had to go home to shower and change his clothes

since after he came from work

and maybe also wanted to look "pretty" too.

i think i ate the most out of them three.

and yet i didnt pay for it.

i was about to get the bill and let my sister pay

but stupid Tai had to get it and pay for it.

I feel like a freeloader.

after we were done, he (sister's finace's sister friend) still has not arrived yet.

we decided to wait in the car.

I was so freaking hyper after we're done eating.

i was just making funny noises when people were passing by.

probably around 20 min passed,

he had arrived.

he's a white dude and look pretty young for her.

after we've separated,

as we were heading out and toward the traffic light,

we saw them both making out.

it was so funny.

with my hyperness going on in the car,

i wanted to roll down the window and and make weird noises

but then my sister had locked the window.

that ends my hyperness.

soon we arrived home.

and they had to start packing up since tomorrow they were leaving back to SF.

around 12ish,

my sister told me that Tai wanted me to make some kind of a movie clip for his football game,

since i've done picture clip for my sister's graduation.

it was pretty late that time,

and my brain was dead.

i didnt actually listen to wat he was saying.

all i did was just knotting my head.

i told him to just saved the files that he wanted it to be in the clip.

while he was doing ,

that my sister and i decided to watch "I Pronounce You Chuck and Larry"

i started to fall asleep after 10 mins of the movie,

it's not beacsue the movie was boring, it's just that i'm so freaking tired.

and the thing i know was morning arrived.

while they were getting ready,

i tried to finish up the movie clip before they left for the airport.

and YES, i did.

it felt really good.

dude this entry is so freaking long.

i'll stop for now.

here's the video i've make:

Tai's football game

My sister's grad

First Semester Project

*After the clip, jump to 4:07 or more if u do not care to read...5:23 pictures starts.

2007-11-09T21:30:00.000-08:00

I'm So Exhausted right now.

i'm waiting for my brother to come home from picking my sister up from the airport.

I have nothing else to do.

So...

BLOG TIME!!!

well today or actually right now,

my sister's plane has landed

and is coming home from San Franscico along with her fiance and his sister.

I'm so excited to go shopping with her!!

SISTER BONDING TIME!

and also today,

my parents was suppose to come from indonesia too,

but they've push back to monday :(

i have not seen them ever since summer vacation ended.

so anyways,

after school today,

my sister, my brothers and i had to clean the house.

i totally do not have any energy left at all.

can't wait for tomorrow to come.

that's all for today...

look out for tomorrow's blog...

2007-11-03T18:56:00.000-07:00

Well today, i woke up at 7:30am and my detention was at 8:30am.

it'll take me like 5-10 mins, if there's no traffic jam.

so i had plenty time to get ready since i cut my hair really short.

i won't have to worry about my hair.

i left home like at 8:15am.

I went to park my car at the Senior parking

but it turns out that the gates into the campus were locked.

so i had to walk all the way to the front office,

and the gate there was unlocked.

i went to the cafeteria and wait for it to begin.

As the teacher began calling out their names,

suprisely, my friend, alison, came late.

she told me yesterday that she has detention too on Saturday,

but i kinda of forgot till i saw her there.

After roll call was done,

we had to go and wait in front of the locker room.

The next thing i know was that

they were taking out the broom, dustban...etc from the room.

and so i was put in a group of 3, including myself

and we got some kind of a broom,

it's long in width.

oh, i met a classmate of mine, Erica, from History class last year

We were assigned to the cafeteria.

so, we got started...

as time goes by,

my back started to ache.

it was torturing!!!

and yet i thought it wouldn't be that bad.

we had to keep on going for 2 hours. :(

then we had a 10 min break.

and i bought a cup of noodle and an apple juice.

that apple juice was so refreshing. :)

while we were freezing in the shade,

Erica and i decided to sit in the sun.

we talked about colleges and how the detention was a stupid one.

why can't they just have us sit in a classroom and just do homework.

instead of having to do all this crap.

with the fire incident,

it's a health hazard for us,

dont they know it?

then it was back to work.

we were assigned to a different spot, teacher's parking lot.

a bigger place than the cafeteria.

basically, i was just slacking off that time,

since the weather was getting hot.

and all of us were sweating like a pig.

we were cleaning up for 1 hour

then we head back to the front of the locker room to drop off the stuffs.

afterwards, we went back to the cafeteria and wait to be check out.

After all that was done,

i headed back to my car at the senior parking lot

and went home.

Dude, when i was inside the car driving,

i smell like after running a marathon.

my car smell of sweats.

ewww...GROSS!!!

After i've reached home,

i went straight to the shower.

and damn that feels good.

finally, took a long nap.

and woke up at 5pm.

muahaha...

thats the story for today.

2007-11-02T17:51:00.000-07:00

Stressed out is what i'm feeling right now.

Nothing has been going right for the pass few days.

Yesterday, i had to stay up till 2am to do my anatomy report.

as a result, i was late to my first period class.

tomorrow i have a saturday school

just because i have 5 tardies for my first period class.

while others have SAT test to take.

What's ridiculous is that my first period class is TA(Teacher Aid)

usually you don't do anything for that class,

but it's a different story in my situation,

she give me tons of homeworks to correct

and transparents to clean.

and i can't do them all in one day

but she expect me to be busy the whole time.

Gosh!!!...

does she knows that in other classes,

TAs like me just sit, sleep, and do homework in the classroom.

This is so unfair.

why do these things have to happen to me...

And today she was like How are you?

and inside i was like why the hell would you ask me that question

but on the outside i was like what do u mean?

she then ask me again "like how are you in general?" "Is everything okay?"

i don't to be disrespectful in front of the freshmen

i responed with "yea, everything's okay. I'm just tired because i had to stay till 2am doing my anatomy report. and also i had to find a parking spot."

She's just acting plain old dumb.

does she know that she's the one who's giving me these stupid problems.

i have no problems with my other 4 classes.

THIS IS SERIOUSLY RIDICULOUS!!!

she could've give me extra 5 min.

because i'm the only senior there,

most of them are freshman,

they dont drive

and they dont have to go through those hard time finding a parking spot.

with that, i have to deal with my sister too.

my dumb ass GLC (counselor) called my sister about my tardies.

but luckily i had an "excuse,"

my alarm didnt ring, so i woke up late.

that excuse always work.

hahaha...

i just can't wait for thanksgiving holiday

and my parents are coming in like 6 more days

which means SHOPPING, DELICIOUS FOOD, SHOPPING, MOVIES TO WATCH

YAY for me!!!

i'll update again tomorrow regarding about my dumb ass detention.

i hope i don't have to pick up trash and the weather will be cold.

2007-10-24T21:10:00.000-07:00

oh my gosh, time sure flies by time,

tomorrow is when i be paying for my cap and gown.

then next thing i know i'll be wearing it already.

can't wait for college.

i'll be moving up to Nor cal, San Fransisco.

damn, i'm so stress out right now,

stupid AP Econ class,

driving me insane!!!

dude i dont even know anything about the economics,

but now i know that i won't be in the business major.

can't wait for second semester to start.

GRRR!!!...

oh another thing,

the weather is ridiculous!!!

stupid fire!!!

GOSH!!!

There's no Kitchen Nightmare today!!!

but hey there's gossip girls and private practice.

and tomorrow there's GREY ANATOMY!!!

anyways i need to start on my stupid econ homework...

2007-10-22T13:05:00.000-07:00

right now i'm in my english class,

and this computer has no microsoft word at all,

since i've not blog for quite a while,

i've decided to write my rough draft essay here then transfer it... so here it goes:

Becoming a doctor is every parent’s dreams. Living in a house with three brothers and two sisters can be annoying sometimes, but they inspired me to achieve my goals and become a better person. There are many reasons on why I wanted to become a doctor; helping those people who are in need of help, living up to parent’s dream, and also with the high income. In achieving my goals of becoming a doctor, I need to go to a med school and major in the medical field. Even though it will take years to accomplish, but in the end it’s all worth it. It’s the worse feeling to know that someone in your family was diagnosed with a disease and not able to do anything about it. What really inspire me to become a doctor is due to the fact that my grandmother has Alzheimer. I felt so helpless not doing anything to help but just to make her smile. But that smile won’t last forever, with the disease in her brain, she forgets things easily. I remember my mother asking her everyday, if she has eaten or taken a shower and she would respond with I don’t know. Ever since I moved to the States, I would know little things about how she’s doing. One time, I remember my mother telling me that the disease had gotten worse and she would forgot or can’t feel that she had just urine or take a dump on her dress. The sad thing is that I have not seen nor talk to her for the last six years since because I’m here in the United States focusing on my studies and while my grandmother in Indonesia, not remembering the things that she did. The one thing I regret the most in this world is not able to see or talk to her for the last time. She passed away on December 14th, 2006, the day of my sister’s graduation. For over decades, there is still no cure for it. As I have determined to become a doctor to find the cure. Another thing is the feeling you experience after knowing that you just saved a person’s life is indescribable. As I’m typing this essay, there is always someone who is dying and also with the war going on, we need more doctors to help out with the injured soldiers. Living up to a parent’s expectation is every child’s dream. In my father’s point of view, becoming a doctor is everything to him, especially when there are six chances. By now, everyone except one has major that is not in medical field. My sister has succeed in getting her bachelor degree in nursing last December, but that is not the same thing as becoming a doctor when I asked my father. What that means is with me being the youngest one in the family is the last hope. As everyone in my family keep pushing me to that career, it seems that the pressure has been put to me. Another thing if I did however become a doctor, it would prove to my brothers and sisters not only that I’m smarter than them, but I’ve kept my promised and live up to my parent’s dream. In the future, I see myself with a family. I’m not the type of person who just depends on the husband to do all the work. In my point of view, becoming a doctor means high income. And with it, I can help my husband to support our family by paying the bills, mortgages and loans. In addition to that, I would also like to donate some of my income to charities like the Alzheimer’s and the Breast Cancer Foundations. Honestly, I think after you’ve become a doctor, it would lead to an easy life. In order to help out those people who needed care, I need to know what I’m doing. By that, I need to go to college and get some knowledge. My plans after high school, is to go two years or less at City College of San Francisco and take all of my GED requirement classes. After that, I will transfer to any pre med school in the bay area, such as University of San Francisco and UC Davis. It will take minimum of eight years to become a doctor. Four years or more at a college or university to earn a BS or BA degree and four years at the pre med school, where I will earn my doctor medicine degrees (MD). The first two years, I’ll be taking classes like Biochemistry, Gross Anatomy, Histology, and Microbiology…etc and doing the boring stuffs in the classroom. The third and fourth years is where the fun and interesting things kicks in since because we will actually doing and seeing what normal doctor does, or should I say the “doctor” stuff. The Medical College Admission Test (MCAT) is one of those major exams where you have to pass in order to becoming a Doctor. After earning the Medical degree, I will be enrolling in a residency program, which will take three to seven years or more of professional training under the supervision of a senior physician educator. After completing everything, I still have to obtain a license to practice medicine from a state or jurisdiction, where I will need to take a series of exams. Truthfully, after typing this essay, it seems that becoming a doctor is too long and boring. But it’s all paid off in the end. Plus the determination I’ve promised to myself, to put my grandmother smile on everyone’s face. And that smile won’t go away.

so ya...that's it...there will be some grammatical error since it is a rough draft...

2007-09-25T17:06:00.000-07:00

Wow... I didn't realise it was that long since I last posted up an entry.

Well, I've decided to update it today since I didn't go to school the whole day :)

I had to wake up at the usual time since my Ortho dental appointment was at 7:30am

I just found out that I've never come on time when it comes to my appointment.

Okay, my appointment was at 7:30am but I arrive there at 7:55am

Nobody said anything about it, so wat the hell...

and beside if i did came on time,

that'll be traffic since it was close to my school.

and everyone is usually rushing to school that time.

oh i forgot to mention that it will take me about 10 min for me to go to my dental place from my house.

I left my house at 7:30am.

Now you know what type of person I am when it comes to being on time.

so don't be angry when I'm late :)

After I've arrive,

I had to wait for 30 mins for my name to be called.

than I was asked to go into this room.

so i did.

I waited probably about 10 mins in that room.

the next thing i know,

they asked me to main chair with the others.

Grr...I hate it when that happens

people can't make up their minds.

all they did was just changing the wire to a thicker wire :(

right now my teeth are so effing sore,

and my jaws feels so heavy that I can't close my mouth.

after that i just went home since my mouth is hurting.

and thats it for my entry.

Got to study for anatomy's test.

I HAVE TO A's or B's that stupid test

since the six week period grading ends :(

see ya...

2007-09-04T21:05:00.000-07:00

I HAD SUCH A BAD DAY TODAY!!!!

that it's not even funny. first its my ugly hair, Second its my precious car. and third is that i can't submit the Mt. Sac application. this morning, as i was (still asleep) backing up out from the garage, without knowing i scrape both MY CAR AND MY BROTHER's CAR. and now i don't have the ability to drive. since my car is half total mess up, I'm so ashamed to park my car at the parking lot. IT'S SO EMBARRASSING!!! so starting tomorrow, i'll be drop off and picked up. A SENIOR BEING PICK UP AND DROP OFF??!! Can u imagine that?? Tomorrow i need to get a quote to get my car fix. it'll probably cost around $1000. ): after school, i had to go to Mt. Sac to submit my application. it was such a long tiring walk to the registration office. and when i'm at the reception desk, they said,"oh sorry, but we do not accept any more application." and i was like WTF?? so the whole time i wasted my gas and energy just to hear that. well, i'll just hope that tomorrow will be a better day.

Pictures

my bumper almost pop out.

look how far it scrape to.

would you like to drive this car to school???

and look at the damage i did to my brother's car. ):

and the sad thing is that i'm not only repairing my car, but also my brother's.

that will cost more than a thousand dollars...

i'm so doomed...

What a great thing to start off with my senior year...

2007-09-01T10:02:00.000-07:00

I take back back my word,

I HATE SCHOOL!!!!

for the first week of school was torturing.

I've been changing and adding class.

i've added anatomy to my class

and switched my english to 5th period.

YES!!! no more lyons!!!:)

and right now i only like 2 out of 5 of my classes.

which is Econ AP and Civics.

i thought senior year was going to be so EASY,

but then i've guessed it wrong.

For the last couple of days,

i only slept for three hours,

and i'm getting the blue black color under my eye.

and that's without MT. SAC class.

it's so stressful!!!

i can't believe that i'm saying this but

i'm so ready to get out of high school

especially this year.

i want my senior year to go by fast.

i want to drop pre cal so badly!!!

Pre cal, AP Econ, and Anatomy is taking a lot of my time.

i thought anatomy was a chill class???

i'm still thinking if i should switch my Ap econ to a regular Econ class.

ARRRGGG!!!!

right now i just want to quit school!!!

i don't know why am i taking an AP class

if i'm not going to University.

and i don't need AP econ for my major.

unless my major is business and engineering.

yesterday(friday) my first period was so crazy,

i didnt bring any of my math staff

since i thought that i'll be dropping that stupid class.

in addition to that i didn't even do the homework.

i think i'm getting an F in that class.

we had a quiz yesterday about the pie thing,

and i literally do not know how to do it,

so i leave every questions blank.

second period ( Anatomy), was alright,

since the teacher, mrs. morgan, is out for like a week,

there's this deaf subsitute teacher.

and right now i have a lists of homework to do

since i'm late enrolling to that class.

i need to catch up with that class.

third period (AP ECON) is the best class ever.

suprising, i understand the lesson he taught that day.

plus we had a pop quiz,

and i think i did alright.

fourth period (civics) is such a boring class but interesting.

he always talk about topics that are unrelated to the class.

like what's happening outside/around of the school

thats a good thing

because it'll take out the time to teach.

Lunch is fascinating.

there's this table which was in front of my table

that was about to fight.

last year, that table was supposeably the korean table,

but now there's this mexican group sitting at one side of the table.

since there's two long table joined together,

the mexican took the left side of the table and the korean sat on the right side.

but then to the left of the mexican was another korean table.

there was like three faculties and one sercurity to handle that situation.

then came my last class of the day

fifth period (english)

i heard that the teacher, ms. chai,

was a new teacher to the school and that her class was easy.

but i think that she's a bad teacher.

i don't know why but i just think of her that way.

after one tiring day,

i decided to go home.

before i did that i had to go to my locker to get half of my homeworks.

as i were going to the parking lot,

i saw a couple of girls from the basketball team.

but then i do not know any of them.

since they are underclassmen.

when i saw them,

i was thinking that they're goin to teens center.

so i went he way to the teens center.

but sadly i didnt see anyone going there.

i had to turn back.

Joyfully, as i was going back,

i saw three people caming out of the gate.

and i knew two of them

Samantha (SAM) and Sprina.

i make a quick right

which i was not suppose to

but who cares...

i had to stop at the traffic light.

when its green i pressed the gas pedal hardly,

and slow down as i was coming toward them.

i just wanted to say hi,

but i ended up giving them a ride to the teens center for their practice.

i pitied them for walking in the humid weather.

it was only like 3 mins fo a drive.

hahaha...

i did two illegal things yesterday

first for making a quick right

and second for stopping in the middle of the streets.

hahaha...

after that i went to the saloon

to fix my uncontrolable damage hair.

she didnt even tell me what she was going to do.

then i said trim it??

and she yea yea...

so i said okay...

got my hair washed

and sat in the chair.

the next thing i know,

she was cutting my hair!!!

i didnt said a word,

because i knew that even though she trimmed it,

it'll still be damage.

my hair is so short!!!

but i guess it's okay

since now is summer.

I NEED COMMENTS ABOUT MY NEW UGLY HAIR!!!

oh and by the way, i got my hair cut for free!!!

i don't know why

but oh well...

seriously the weather is totally Outrageous

lately, it has been 100 degrees.

i was like dying in school for staying in the hot day.

i'll just end the entry with this

COUNTDOWN TO MY BRITHDAY:

21 DAYS

tooddles...

2007-08-27T14:41:00.000-07:00

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL WAS FUN!!!

but then again,

they gave us homework to do :(

i think my favorite class of all would be math analysis.

that class is freaking small.

i think i would be updating as much as i did before

since school has started

which means more work to do.

The weird thing is that

since i only have 4 class

I get out of school at 11.

Hella early!!

but since tomorrow is a regular day,

i'm not sure when i'll be back though.

GRR!!! i need that stupid parking permit.

so ya... got to start on homework now..

toddles guys...

2007-08-25T14:56:00.000-07:00

This is how i look for my senior pic.

gosh...

when i reach there,

i had to wait probably like 40mins.

plus nobody told me that i had to paid $20.

Luckily, ihad the 100 buck my brother borrowed me.

and now i still need to pay him back :(

how ami going to pay him back when i'm like totally broke.

that morninig i slept for only 3 hours.

because i took a shower at 3am

and before that i had was practicing curling my hair

dude that sounds so lame...

and then i had to wait for my hair to be dry.

my appt. was at 10:30am

i woke up at 7am

it took me like 3 hour to get ready.

Heres how it goes:

Shower
shampoo
dry hair
put conditioner
wait for 15 mins
rinse it out
dry hair
apply instant silk
wait for it to dry,
curl hair ( Took forever)
put on foundation
then blemish stick
finally the powder.

Well, just hope that it'll turn out alright.

*cross Fingers*

2007-08-24T17:49:00.000-07:00

I LOVE NEOPETS!!!

They are addicting...

GRRR!!!

Tomorrow is my SENIOR PICTURE!!

I have NO clue on what i'm going to do with my hair

and also what to wear...

It's driving me CRAZY...

2007-08-22T23:31:00.000-07:00

GRR!!!

I don't know why I'm so in Love with the movie SECRET.

Starring Jay Chou

Even though i have to read the subtitle.

i think its one of the best chinese romance movie i've ever saw.

Seriously, this is my first time liking a Chinese romance movie

Usually, its either korean or Japanese movies or Drama...

I WANT THAT FOR MY BIRTHDAY PRESENTS!!!

If lets say someone did gave me that :)

oh my gosh, i would call that person a special friend indeed.

Today, i didn't do anything,

I just stayed at home.

Amazing, I did Practice on My SAT.

I only did like 8 questions,

then i fall asleep.

muahahaha...

Oh my gosh,

I just realizes that I have not unpack my things ever since I got back.

Damn I'm such a Lazy person.

Probably going to do that

the day before school starts.

that's it for today's entry.

2007-08-21T15:01:00.000-07:00

I just got back from school

gosh..

seriously its so hot out there

i have to stand in line for i think about 30 mins

i got my 4 books

and they are so freakin thick.

ahh...

i'm so excited for school to start. ;)

this morning,

i went to my orthodotist

and she seems not suprise by my puffiness gum

she said i do not have to go cleaning

and all i have to do is just keep brushing and flossing throughly deeply and regularly

phewww...that was close.

GRR!!!

4 more days till senior picture day

and 6 more days till school starts

i get to go home early for this first two weeks ;)

since i have not taken the placement test yet

with that i can't enroll to any class.

I also went to the mall today :)

its been a while since i've been to the mall.

and guess out..

they're putting more food store ;)

plus other clothing store too.

i still need to find a clothes for my senior pic :(

well the reason why i went to the mall,

is just to buy products for my hair

which i spent $60 total.

I'm seriously broke now!!

and school hasn't even started yet :(

could money just fall down from the sky??

hahaha...i wish it did.

okay then i need to get my hair washed.

toodles..:)

2007-08-21T02:28:00.000-07:00

GRRR!!! I HATE SCHOOL!!! I just found out that I'm not qualified to go to a University!!! I know i screw up my Sophomore year and that is one of my biggest regret!! I wish i can turn back time and correct my mistakes. Now I've to face the consequences. which is disappointing my parents. That goes my hope of going back to Indonesia and Singapore. This is one of my biggest fear ever. I don't even know where would i want to go after high school. I'm such in a mess right now. In addition to that, my hair is totally ruined. :( I'm so afraid to take my senior picture now. But my sister has a plan to wave it. I hope it turns out alright. *cross finger* Anyways, today, well right now its already 1: 46am so i should say yesterday morning, i went to my class registration. and guess what, my School ID turns out just fine. My Last year and this year's school ID picture turns out the way i wanted it to be. :)

My senior ID My Junior ID

Then I got my class schedule 1. Math Analysis :( 2. English 3.Econ Ap with Mr. Lucas ;) 4. Civics And I'm taking one class at Mt. Sac College But before i do that, i have to take a Placement Test for that. Which will be on Aug 29th, 2007. I wish I do not have Math for 1st Period because seriously, i can't concentrate in the morning. I didn't get the chance to get Anatomy Class since it was close a month ago. :( that class is so hard to get in. They should limit that to only seniors that could apply for. Gosh!!! I hope my Senior Year will be just like a chill year for me. but i doubt it'll be since i have MATH ANALYSIS and Ap Econ In addition to that, i also have Mt. Sac Class. Lets just see how it goes for me. And not to forget also a MEMORABLE YEAR for me :) In like 7 hours, I have to go to my Orthodontist :( I have a bad feeling about this. With my gums hurting and it seems to be puffy to me. I think she will be so mad. ERR... I want my Braces off rite now!! I hate going there!! So yeah... I've just found out that school's starting early this year :( Why do they keep doing that... For the past 2 years, it was on Sept 1. Last Year, it was on Aug 29 And now its on Aug 27. STUPID PARENTS!! Can't they just keep their ideas to themselves. Damn them !! But then again, School's ending early this year ;) JUNE 5th, 2008 In my opinion, It should end on Aug 8th , 2008. see its 08/08/08. hahaha.. i doubt it will. but it'll be so cool. Oh my gosh, I can't believe in 6 days I'll be officially a senior :) Time sure flies by fast. The next thing you know, you'll be in college living your dream and meet someone special and lastly have a family of your own. Its so scary thinking of it right now. But soon you'll realise Its happening. So guys, I'll end this entry by saying Live your life with no regrets, Cherish each moment. And also live your life as if there is no tomorrow. ;)

2007-08-19T22:02:00.000-07:00

I just got back from the saloon

and i did a Hair Straightening Perm.

It cost me like $210 plus $10 Tips

Total is like $220 USD

And i heard that in Singapore

it only cost like $180 Sg

Which is like $112.50 USD

I could've save lots of money.

Darn it...

My Bangs are so freakin straight now

Luckily, my senior picture is on the 25th.

My class registration is tomorrow.

I don't even know what class to take

because by now all of the classes that i want are all closed

heres what i planned to take:

Ap Econ
English
Math Analysis
Anatomy
civics

Hopefully Anatomy is still open

because i really want that class.

I'm also planning to skip 1st period

since i'm not the morning type of person.

i hope i can take one class at Mt. Sac.

I want that class to be my fifth period.

I'm so nervous for tomorrow.

toddles...

2007-08-08T04:32:00.000-07:00

So here I am to update on the trip to Bali.

Overall, it was an amazing experience.

I recommend you guys to go there for vacation.

I had a lot of fun.

We stay there for 3 Nights in two different hotels.

Ritz Carlton on the first night and Hotel Kartika for two nights. When I arrived at Ritz Carlton they gave me this lovely flower petals and put it around my neck. I feel so special receving it. muahahaha...While we were waiting to check in, We received this cup of drink, It was so refreshing. This is where we ate for breakfast at Ritz Carlton. In front of where we ate was this excusively beautifully thing. I put this as my wallpaper in my phone hahaha...

Thanks to my dad I bought so many souvenirs with the cheapest prices ever.

It costs less than half of the original price.

I was stunned by the way he negotiated the prices.

If it was me, I'm so dumb on negotiating.

That's why I'm not gonna be a sales person when I grow up.

I don't know if you guys have heard the news about the bomb in Bali a few years back.

But i visited the place.

It was INSANE.

There was a permanent monument to honor the victims .

Look at how big the thing is.

Those were the people 's names who die from the explosion.

I don't know how can a human being be so cruel to others.

What i heard was that the bomb was planted on a car and was parked near popular nightclubs in Kuta. And the explosion was so big and loud that buildings were burned and destroyed, windows shattered, and ceilings were falling.

The explosion itself reach about 200 meter away from the actual scene.

And what really bothers me is that, there weren't only one explosion, but there were three.

That place was one of them. Another, were at the beach and the United States Consulate.

There weren't that many injuries in the United States consulate compare to the car bombing and the suicide bomber.

In addition to that memorial place, i went to the place where the other bomb took place at the beach.

This wasn't my first time going to Bali, it was actually my second.

I do not quite remember a lot of things from my first visit because i was so little

but what i do remember was eating at a restaurant,and in front of it, there is a beachthats the resturant and in front of it is the beach.

and believe it or not that beach was where the incident had took place.

i didn't realizes until my parents told me about it.

We decided to eat in that restaurant again. and i ordered this big Coconut. and when it opens, It looked like this I barely finish it :(

My dad did asked a waiter about the incident.

And that waiter was there when it all happen.

He said that the bomb was a backpack-mounted device carried by a suicide bomber.

And there were couple of those bags.

After it had happen, most of the tourist were so scare that they swam to the another nearby island.

and wat was so strange that the waiter also said that, they paid the food before the food even came out.

My dad responed with "i think they know that they were goin to die"

and i was like okay...

but seriously, i was so upset and angry when i heard the story.

i just surf the net about that incident and i recommend you guys to look it up.

there's this video in youtube which i recommend you guys to watch it: http://youtube.com/watch?v=ylY45ckdS7Q

in 1:34 that's the place, and around that area there's a couple of restaurants and one of them was where i was talking about.

the next day, we change hotels.

and we went to play in the ocean.

we try on the jet ski and the banana boat.

And it was fun.

For those who hasn't experience it you guys are missing a hella lot of fun stuff.

After that day, we went shopping again.

i think around 7 or 8 pm. we, excluding my dad and brother decided to go to spa.

But before we go,

I had no idea that my mom's friend also booked us to wear their traditional Bali clothes.

At first, we thought that my dad and brother were not going tol wear it but inthe end they did.

The Clothes were so awsome and pretty.

i had it on video when they were putting the make up on me.

and i'm not uploading it..haha...

it so embarrassing...

It was so funny though.

On the last day, since our flight is at 7pm.

we decided to go rafting.

i was so lazy to go because i was sick that day and i already had my make up on.

And also since I'm flying to Singapore tomorrow to watch their national day parade, I'm afraid that I'll be sick.

but then since they had bought a ticket for me.

i do not have a choice but to go. :(

It was fun yet torturing.

Before we went to the boat, we had to put on our safety gears.

then we had to go for a 10 mins walk to reach the rafting boat and i think 20 mins walk to the car where it'll take us back.

i think on the way back was longer because we were so sored and tired plus we had to carry the helmet, vest and the paddle thing.

those things are so heavy and not to forget the weight of the wet clothes too.

that's what i get for not exercising for more than a year.

After reaching back and cleaning ourself.

We headed to the airport.

Oh i forgot to mention that we, the 4 kid: my brother, 2 of my mom's friend's children; oliver and sila and i were separated from our wicked parents.

instead of waiting for us, they went shopping.

Dispicable...

Gosh...

Do they not know that i wanted to go shopping too..

plus, my dad was calling and hurrying us to go to the airport.

but in the end we ended up reaching at the airport first.

we had to wait for like forever

but actually it was one hour plus.

so ya... thats it for my trip to Bali.

Pictures Time

the guy to the right was my instructor, he was so cool, he let me do whatever.

like for example you weren't suppose to speed up while turning. but he let me do it anyways.

there's this one time , while i was speeding up Cilla was behind of me and the water went to her face...haha...

i didnt even realise it until she told me about it.

i dont have the pictures when we were in the banana boat :(

i didn't know that we were goin to fall.

the first time when we fall, was when it was turning and the banana boat just flip to the side.

it was so scary.

the boat flip like either 2 times or 3 times. but after the first fall, things started to get so much fun.

Look at how long my hair was.

I look so fat in this Picture , actually i look fat in all of these pictures :(

for those two pictures above,

its so hard to get into that position

because I have to swing my hips to the side,

twist my arms and fingers.

Also the thing on my head,

its heavy too.

Its so weird but fun..haha..

Pictures of the day

Febrick, Oliver, Tante Betty, Mom, Me, Perscilla

I don't know why am i so far away...:(

The Views

Which I wish these were in my backyard...

Those were where we ate for breakfast at Ritz Carlton

Its so BALI-NESS..

i dont know if that word even exist

I have to take this picture because it reminds me back in the days during Primary school.

Jalankung...

It looks so scary...

So cute...

I'll end this entry with a

Picture of the Day

muahahaha...

2007-08-02T02:33:00.000-07:00

I went to a bunch of antique shop today. So for today's entry, it'll just be pictures. I'll let the pictures do the talking.

Diver's Helmet

So many things... A Statue of a Married Couple

Back in the days Camera

Another old Camera I'll end it with this pic

2007-08-01T01:03:00.000-07:00

YAY!!! I just booked the ticket to Bali. We,including my dad, will be going on August 5th at 6:40 in the morning. Damn, its so freaking early. I have to wake up at 2 in the morning then. we'l be staying at the Ritz Carlton Resort Hotel. We ordered a Deluxe Room where we have the ocean view. The room costs $240 USD per night. Its so expensive. I still have not book the ticket to Singapore yet. I have to call them again tomorrow.

2007-07-31T09:51:00.000-07:00

YAYY!!!

I just found out that my brother had reschedule my registration appointment to Aug 20 at 8:45am,

that means i can stay till august 19.

We are going to book our ticket for BALI tomorrow,

i'll try to also book a ticket to Singapore as well.

Hopefully my parents would allow me to.

But too bad my dad is not going to Bali because he is currently working on a project.

We're not going to stay that only, probably on for 2-3 days.

My mom said that we are going there to look at our house.

We don't know if it's done.

I SO WANT TO WATCH RUSH HOUR 3

Its out in Singapore on August 9th which it'll be their national day.

There's no pictures for today's entry because i didnt bring neither my camera nor my cell phone.

Dude uploading the pictures took so damn long, especially with the connection this slow.

Today, i went to two art shop, where we look at wooden chairs, bed, table..etc.

Its amazing on how art can be so beautiful.

I want to learn how to create a wooden chair.

Well, the main reason why we went there was because my mom ordered couple bed frame for the bed in our villa at Lembang, Bandung. Then we went Grocery Shopping.

i bought Durian, biscuit,chocolate waffer,some fruits...etc.

I'm pretty sure when i'm back to Cali,

my orthodentist would scold me,

because for the last 4 days,

i'm having toothache.

and it looks like my gums are puffy.

Then, around 4 in the afternoon, we met up with my dad to go temple.

dude seriously, the temple was pack.

We cant even be dropped outside of the temple, so we have no choice but to walk.

There was a lot of people walking.

It was so smokey that my eyes were so red and tears were rolling down my faces.

when we are done praying, we need to go to the bathroom because it'll be a long drive back home.

So we did.

I SAW THE MOST DISGUSTING THING EVER.

Heres what happen:

when i went in to the restroom, the cover on the seat were down.

So i had to push it up. So i did.

And when i stared down, i saw this long brown thing.

And that time, i was about to throw up.

SERIOUSLY, WHY ARE PEOPLE SO DISGUSTING.

Its not that hard to flush.

And if its broken, that person has to tell the person who works there and ask them to post up a sign.

And i ended up not peeing.

IT'S SO NASTY!!!

After that, my dad told us that he wanted to eat a food store outside of the temple.

After seeing that, i do not have the appeite to eat at all.

Even now, i still can picture it.

Thats the only thing i hate when traveling.

I hate dirty places especially the restroom.

But i hope that i could forget about it tomorrow.

Anyways, its 12:30am right now and i'm so freaking tired.

i'll stop here for now.

2007-07-30T08:18:00.000-07:00

Right now its 10:20pm. i just talk with my brother regarding about my registration apptointment, and he said that the number is still busy. i guess if i have no choice, i'll just ask either one of them to go instead of me. Anyways,right now i'm watching 4th Johnny Andrean award, and they have a bunch of pretty dresses. MOst of the time today, i just stay at home sleep, eat and sleep again. Muahaha!!! i feel so dirty and lazy when i'm in Indonesia, but when i'm in Singapore i feel so good and healthy. Probably because of the weather maybe. I love the weather in singapore, its cloudy and cold. At about 6 in the afternoon, my parents told that they were going to take me to the mall. While we were at the mall, we met my mom's friend and her daughter where she will be going to the same school as me, but then she is an underclassman. and gosh, She is so dark now. We'll be goin to BALI with them too. i guess in a couple of days. i'm so excited because i get to go SHOPPING!!! YAYY!! i'm so tired right now. I'll stop here for now.

2007-07-30T04:23:00.000-07:00

Right now is 7:23 in the morning in Jakarta, i've deceide not to to write about the first couple of week just because i could not remember. i can't believe that i've been out of States for more than a month. I was suppose to be flying off to Cali today, but since my brother's status hasn't been solved,i had to stay. Now the problem is that my other brother has not called my school to reschedule my appointment registration. I'm so frustrated because if i was to cancel my appt. and was not able to get a new date, i'm afraid that i'll get classes that i dont need, and teachers that i hate. In addition to that, i need to ask for my parking permit. GRRR....The First time when i was in Lembang, Bandung, it was during the night. i went to stay in my mom's new villa. Inside the villa, i found the cutest things ever. they are for sale. For the days i've been in Indonesia, i've been going back and forth from Jakarta to Lembang, and from Lembang to Jakarta. It took 3 hour drive to reach our destination. It's really tiring sitting in the car for three hours but then with my i-pod in my purse, i wouldnt mind sitting there for hours. Just as long as the batteries doesnt go out.I forgot what day was it when i went to the car show with my parents and my brother. Some cars were awsome and yet some cars are the daily cars i see in States. There were more than just cars, i saw motorbikes, rims, stereo and acessoriess. But i think the car show at Cali are much better. Subaru. This car is so popular in the asian countries than in the states. This motorbike is so weird but cool, it has three wheels. if i was to get a bike, i would get this.muahaha... I think this is either suzuki or nissan. Mustang!!! I wish i have this car. the exact one.
RIMS!!!and a part of my mom's face. haha...
that time i was also looking for rims that would look good for my accord. it was so hard cuz everything looks so cool.

2007-07-28T20:36:00.000-07:00

There are a lot of things I wanted to write about but I don't know where to start. Heading to Indonesia, my family and I took Singapore Airline Business Class. It was my first time taking the Business class and I love it. Their services were superb. All I can say is that its so much better then the economy class. And oh my gosh, the seats were big for my ass and the most amazing thing was that the seats could turn out to be like a bed without interrupting the back person. In addition to that, we get to go to the business class lounge. Inside the lounge, you could eat till you get fat. Its like a buffet. but there aren't much food though. Mostly, I just ate fruits. It took about 17 or 18 hours from LAX to Changi Airport. I didn't complaint because I know I slept like a pig. We arrive in Changi Airport at either 4 or 5 in the morning. While we were waiting in the lounge, my parents told me that we could take a shower, and I couldn't believe it that they have it there. To see it for myself, I went to the shower room and it was true. I was amazed by that. The business class lounge in LAX doesn't have a shower, its just simple but of course big. I can't tell if the airport has change, because to me, it still look the same. We head to Indonesia at bout 6 in the morning. The first thing that went through my mind when I went out of the airport was the it was so freaking HOT. I don't know how am I going to survive in Jakarta. We were picked by our drivers and they drove with two cars.
SORRY NO PICTURES!!!